Day 4 -

A habit you wish you didn't have.

Hmm, I have a lot of habits I wish I didn't have, one of which is that I'm very hard on myself. So because of that I'll try not to give you my whole list, and point out things that you hadn't noticed before.

One habit I wish I could break is worrying over little things. I get stressed out and lose sleep over the tiniest things, usually things that work themselves out. Worrying that something I said was taken the wrong way, worrying that I was too obnoxious at a get together, worrying about how I'm going to get everything done on a busy day. (I spend so much time worrying that I have even less time to get things done) I think sometimes I feel like if I don't put the worry into a project it won't turn out. Jerry is very good for me with my worrying - at times. He is more laid back and can let things roll off his back more. He just tells me to relax and things will be fine. It's good, but in my stressed out/worried mode I get more irritated and think, "How can he just be so relaxed about this??" Poor guy:) Usually things do just work themselves out and I realize I didn't need to worry in the first place.